Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Just a clue...

"Where did you go? I've been missing you.
Where are you now? I just can't see.
Where do I look at? Are you still hiding under the bed as you used to? Or maybe behind the closet?
Are you outside? You used to love to just go outside and run free.
Baby, is it time to pick you up at school yet? Maybe I could help you today with your homework.
Do you remeber that special meal you were asking for? I'm gonna cook it tonight for dinner.
I hope it makes you happy.
Oh, I also got some new pair of shoes and a warm coat as winter is coming. It might fit you just perfectly. I got it on your favorite color, green....you love green, right?
Son ? My son? Can you hear me?....."

She strokes her face with her shaking fingers. Her face looks sad, it seems like she wants to cry.

"Where are you son?........."

She can't hear him, she can't touch him. She is not able to pick him up at school anymore. She goes everyday to see if he is there, but he is never there.
A pain smashes her chest, it seems like it's squeezing her heart so hard that she looses her breath. It's unberable living not knowing where her son is now. If she just had a clue...

"If I just had a clue....my son, my love. Why are you gone? Why ???.........Why to treat a mother like that? I'm still hoping......I'll never lose the faith. I'll find you, wherever you are my so dear son !"

And she waits...looking everywhere. Crying all her tears, shouting all her voice for his name, praying all the prayers to all the Saints and Gods, living every moment for a clue....just a clue...to her missing son.

"My missing son...where ever you are, never forget how much I love you. I always will...always..."

1 comment:

  1. Ai que meu "ingrês" é patético, mas foi tão tão simples dizer tantas coisas, talvez sejam coisas do coração, que nem música que cala sem a gente entende de arranjo e seni-tom, mas foi demais ir até o fim e encontar esse amor todo, essa saudade toda dentro de você menina.

    Essa tua viagem, eu acompanho quase como se fizesse parte da necessaire, sempre que precisar, é só abrir o fecho eclair e conversar comigo, quem sabe eu, uma escova de dentes, um rímel, um blush...
    Beijos no coração.
    San

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